okay soo since i last wrote a lot has been updated! ive finished the 'alive' page, go check it out i like it a lot. its got some of my favorite lana del rey performances and my favorite art pieces by other people of all time. its also very red lol sooo, and text heavy. also, i'm now working on the 'inside' page, its like a living room, and very different from the other pages. i'm alllmost done with it, i think. i have the main furniture down, but i want to add decor and make some of the furniture do cool things yk. Inside page is lowkey useless, maybe i'll find a use for it lol. idk, i just think its cool. Once i'm done, i gotta start new html pages! right now, i only have 4 html files for this site, everything else just doesn't exist yet. So, once 'inside' is done, this site will get larger! lmfaooo i just realized ive forgotten to type this from the pov of AliveInside. Uhhh this one is written by AliveInside's mother okay AliveInside is sick right now... and i'm slightly drunk. anyways, next on my list is my art page, music page, and maybe the start of the e-shrines page. also i should make a 'under construction' page cuz right now when you click on a button that doesnt exist yet, it goes no where lmfao. Thanks thats all i have to say, i enjoy making this site a lot! its like a digital scrapbook.

hi! so from last time i wrote, a lot has changed. The index is basically done, i added some dithered pics of a bulding and some trees! i feel like it fills the empty space really well. Since then, I have spent my time working on the i_am page, or the about me page. Its a page all about my mother, and she spent a lot of time on it lol. She created a whole scrapbook page flled with things she likes, and a whole little dress up game with clothing her styel. Go to the about me page if you want to learn more about her. Next, i will work on the alive page! recently, i have been sad about death. Everyone and everything around me will die, and i ahve no control over it. I have no choice in how i die, or how quickly die. I could die at any moment, and everyone i love could go at any time. I'm not really worried, im just sad. Im so sad that i cant stop time. My life is always changing and I cant stop it. Time will always go by, i just wish i could pause. :(

hello! this is aliveinside again. My mother has made some major updates to the index. It is now basically finished! Only thing she really might add is maybe some art for the title. My mom created the aliveinside button, which is to ur left. She painted and animated the button, but it is copied from an antismoking ad. She also painted the two women to the left and right, those are entirely from imagination, but the faces are based on lana del rey's face, because she is one of the most beautiful women to ever exist. Lots has been added to the index since my last entry too lol, like all the buttons, and stamps, and the poll, and the fortune cookie at the bototm right. the fortune cookie is made by my mom by hand, and it was her first time ever writing in javascript. click on it up to 200 times and see what happens lol. she's still trying to fix some of it though, cuz after click 10 the fortune cookie stops shaking with every click, and she wishes the glowing would come from the center of the cookie instead of a large circle around it. oh well. really all there is to add to the index page now, other than the title art i already stated, is maybe some more details to the footer and god my keyboard is so loud its like 1 am while im typing this and maybe some snow elements, idk thou those kinda piss me off sometimes on other sites. thanks for reading thou! next i'm going to work on the i_am page.

August 3rd of 2025 marks my first birthday. My mom and I celebrated with cake and some new divs. She also bought me this diary, its from neocities.org! Up until then, I was just one of those blank white neocities sites. Anyways, I'll introduce myself now. My name is AliveInside, I love painting and music. My favorite music artists right now are Ethel Cain, Sematary Grave Man, Lana Del Rey, Chief Keef, Smokedope2016, Nicole Dollanganer, Yung lean, and Salem. As for art, I've been drawing since I was 3 years old. My art instragram is linked below at the footer. Currently, I do traditional multi-media painting. I also really love fashion. All the websites here on neocities have such an amazing style. For me, I'm going for a kind of retro southern gothic aesthetic. I'm not strict on this style though. I really just include any images I think look cool and would fit, but i'm trying to stick to a cyan and red pallet. Some fun facts about me are.. my favorite color is pink, my favorite food is cheese danishes, and my favorite animal is the cat. That's all! Talk to you next time.